Who is God to me? Well, I know most people would say God is their everything… well… That’s my answer as well, Before I even accept Christ into my life I didn’t even know what real love feels like or even looked like. I search for men and things in this world to heal me and to get any kind of attention I could because I wanted to feel worthy. Pretty enough. For so many years I was being fed by the lies of the enemy telling me I was never good enough, I will never be loved, I wasn’t pretty enough. The enemy fed me poison that was slowly killing me on the inside.
No one even knew that I was slowly drowning, in depression questioning what was my purpose in life. Only God knows the dark thoughts I use to think of myself. I walked around with a smile but behind that smile was a girl crying out for help.
BUT THANK GOD FOR JESUS!!! GOD is my everything he didn’t just show me what love looked and feel like he gave me a hope I never knew I could have. A girl who once felt so dead inside now feels so alive. Once drowning in depression but now floating on joy, the joy of the Lord. My thoughts are filled on how God views me not the world. You see I search high and low for anything and anyone to fix me, make me whole. What I search for wasn’t found in this world its found in God.
God Is everything I ever wanted but never knew how much I needed. He’s the piece of me that was missing. The reason for my existence, He is the air that I breathe. We know that we have to live on oxygen to live. Jesus is my oxygen without him I wouldn’t live. I know what it’s like to be in the world and do the worldly things, I’ve tasted the world and I’ve tasted God. The world is poison but God is the antidote to get rid of every poison given by the enemy. I’ve tasted the Lord and he is good (psalms 34:8)
God owes me nothing but I owe God everything. For God, I live and For God, I’ll die.
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